Too much time!

Now that school is finito, i have too much time on my hands!!! I found myself cleaning the floors in our living room square by square...bootcamp style...scary. All the things I wanted to do while Camilo was on vacay went out the door because of my wisdom teeth and dry socket. I still have it and I am getting soooo annoyed.

Camilo's brother Ruben is going to Iraq in a week. We are worried about him, but we think he will be okay, he is in the air force...so they have more cushy jobs than Marines do. Still it is a scary place to be.

Projects

Camilo has been on vacation since August 11th and unfortunately we haven't done much with our time because of my dry socket that is still bothering me. We stayed at a hotel on Sunday in Waikiki and went swimming in the pool and got stupid with some wine. Monday I was feeling like total crap because the pain in mouth was coming back and the wine made me kind of sick to my stomach, but we hung out at the beach and helped Matthew build sand castles. Monday night I didn't get any sleep because I was sick all night, so Tuesday I slept half the day. Camilo has these projects that he is working on (a huge toy chest for Matthew and a stand for me) so I have been to Home Depot more times than I care to mention. Last night I helped him sand some wood and later stain it. I asked him "How many wives do you think would actually stay up until 2:00 am to help their husbands sand and stain wood?" He said "A lot actually." I was like "dream on senor." My friend Jaime is coming next week..I can't wait to see her! My mom is flying out for Christmas...which I am so excited about. I miss my family so much!

Unbearable!!!!!

So i went to the oral surgeon on Sat to get all of my wisdom teeth yanked....bad bad bad juju. Two were partially impacted the other two were completely impacted. I was sedated and I don't remember anything...
However it is now tuesday and I still have major swelling and major pain. I think I am a victim of dry socket, which I called the dentist this morning because I was in unbearable pain and guess what they don't open until 12:30 in the afternoon. I just want my face to go back to normal, I look like a chipmunk on drugs....it totally sucks!

Latest Songs on my IPOD

Newest additions to the IPOD, I am constantly adding songs to it, it holds 7,000 songs ( don't know if I will ever fill it up)

The Walk Imogen Heap
Hide & Seek Imogen Heap
Sexy Back Justin Timberlake
As the Rush Comes Motorcycle
Canned Heat Jamiroquai
24 Jem
Sexy Love Ne-Yo
Too Little Too Late JoJo

That one place

Saturday we went to the beach and I went snorkeling. I snorkeled in the cove. Now I haven't snorkeled in a very long time but while I was in the ocean, I felt the world disappear. It is an awesome feeling! I think everyone should have at least one thing that makes them feel totally at peace and where they can escape from the rest of the world. Snorkeling is mine. :)
Camilo has the a couple of weeks off, so I am looking forward to being a complete beach bum, since my last day of school was yesterday....can I get an Amen?
I am going to enjoy myself this week, because next Saturday I am not going to be a happy camper after I get my wisdom teeth extracted. It wouldn't be so bad, buuut they are impacted. My teeth hate me! I guess I am going to look like a chipmunk for a couple of days :(

A difference in opinion

My friend Claudia had her baby Paulina on Sunday. We went over to her house last night to see the new baby. Camilo is crazy about babies, especially little babies. I am kind of the opposite. They are so small and tiny and they cry all day, all night. I like Matthew's age, he can tell me exactly what he wants and doesn't want, we can just throw him in the car and go, he loves to watch movies at the theater and is quiet the whole time.

I know that Camilo has wanted another child since we had Matthew. I feel extremely guilty because I am not ready, I don't know if I ever will be. I keep telling him that I would probably have to have a c-section again and I don't want that. Not only that I would have to worry about losing weight all over again. I was miserable after I had Matthew, I felt like I was in somebody else's body. But there is also that another baby brings a lot of extra stress, and money. I am not about to stress myself out any more than necessary. I just want to know where it says that if you have a family you have to have more than one kid? Sometimes I feel like I am being selfish, it is just such a touchy subject for me. I am just whining :(